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Thinking will allow me to remember my goal and my purpose. Thinking will allow me to grasp the concept and comprehend all the outcomes and consequences which would follow the act. Made me realise that I'm the same weak, pathetic girl I was back then, who sought validation from unimportant people.Īpril has taught me that there is nothing wrong with being strict on myself and that all I have to do is think before I act. Made me make a lot of stupid decisions and made me doubt my life choices. It fucked up a lot of things and made me think back to the days when the only consequence was degrading ones own life and decadence of the soul. Clubbing in a new club, same music, different people, same morals, different life status. They are the reason I stepped back into the ktv room with these people I was foreign in ktving with. The people I used to k with made me the person I am today and were the reason I loved to k. I also found myself in many nostalgic moments: ktv with different people in a room where I used to be safe and ruled the drinks, mic and fobs *evol lauf*. People fascinate me, even if they annoy me the slightest bit, I still found so many of the events enjoyable and insightful. Others, who I just won't have that opportunity to enjoy their company anymore, purely because the chance we had in meeting,was such an oddball occasion to begin with. Some of which I've enjoyed their company very much, some of which whom I may never see again. I've met a whole lot of new people this month too. The day was quite extensive and even I was quite tired after, but nevertheless such a great day, even if I wasn't a big part of it. I even managed to string some cantonese words together and have everyone compliment on my poor cantonese skills, obligingly of course. An unexpected highlight for me this month was hanging out with Ed's relatives whilst they were in Perth visiting/ attending his sister's wedding. I'm still unsure as to where I'm headed, or supposed to be headed. It's interesting to know where I stand after all this drama.
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This month has been all over the place for me. Praying for this rotation to pass by faster so you can feel better about going to work. Something I've come to love is now haunting me. I know that if I start browsing, I won't be sleeping tonight. I'm afraid to browse through my archives because even though I don't feel that my life accounts for very much, a lot of bullshit has happended in these 5 years and there are so many emotions tied within each and every post. Although it provides so many enticing gadgets to make blogging much more than just blogging, I'm torn between HER and Tumblr. The ringing in your ear will intensify until it's a constant silence that fills your head.Īs I'm blogging right now, I'm browsing through the Tumblr website. The darkness is too dark and the sun is too bright. It's more than just that tight feeling in your chest.
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If you're lucky, you'll never know how it feels. When the heart is broken, it is never felt in the same magnitude by the people involved. We can have our heart broken anytime, anywhere and by anyone. Heartbreak doesn't mean the end of a relationship. 'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name. Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh. You took your suitcase, I took the blame. You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain, What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you 'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okīut no wise words gonna stop the bleeding What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping, She finally met a man that's gonna put her first, Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in, I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,